Ephinany
Hi all,
So i had this epiphany today when i woke up... "Sue, you gotta get out of here". This is a pattern of thought that has crossed my mind for a year now but I havent really taken it seriously. But right now, im just tired of the 'same old'. Everything is the same old. UBC, relationships, friends, life in general. There is nothing to get me excited in the morning when i wake up. I feel like im just plogging through life relentlessly because thats what people are supposed to do. Maybe im scared of change even though its supposedly for the better. I need to bust on out of that scaredness coz i may be missing out on so much.
Not to say, when i do get off my ass and leave ---> everything will migically turn amazing---> I will have discovered a new purpose, zeal and passion.
But hopefully Ill get a new perspective on life.
So what shall i do? I was thinking studying abroad. Or working on this ship Doulous which travels around the world. Or just traveling aimlessly being a 'bush woman' discovering the world.
Maybe i just feels like this coz my chem midterm is stressing the crap out of me and im willing to do aything and everything to stay away from chemistry which is the bane of my existence.
die chem die
So i had this epiphany today when i woke up... "Sue, you gotta get out of here". This is a pattern of thought that has crossed my mind for a year now but I havent really taken it seriously. But right now, im just tired of the 'same old'. Everything is the same old. UBC, relationships, friends, life in general. There is nothing to get me excited in the morning when i wake up. I feel like im just plogging through life relentlessly because thats what people are supposed to do. Maybe im scared of change even though its supposedly for the better. I need to bust on out of that scaredness coz i may be missing out on so much.
Not to say, when i do get off my ass and leave ---> everything will migically turn amazing---> I will have discovered a new purpose, zeal and passion.
But hopefully Ill get a new perspective on life.
So what shall i do? I was thinking studying abroad. Or working on this ship Doulous which travels around the world. Or just traveling aimlessly being a 'bush woman' discovering the world.
Maybe i just feels like this coz my chem midterm is stressing the crap out of me and im willing to do aything and everything to stay away from chemistry which is the bane of my existence.
die chem die
posted by Muse Me at 12:23 PM
7 Comments:
go for the change sue... life is calling you!! i think the doulous ship sounds super amazing.
when you're done midterms, you're going to have to come for a sleepoever and go for milkshakes with gill and i.
best of luck with the deathly studying. i'm doing the same.
maybe we should transition into the 'bush women' phase of life...pick up handy survival skills. in any case - im down for Cali - dont haveto ask me twice :D
You sound like me before i flew it over to my current situational surroundings. Back in the day u told me moving doesn't solve nething, the same problems are waiting for u to deal with where ever u go. However, i definaltey don't want zeus to turn in to walking, coffe run zombie. So if getting away is what u need to wake up to life.. then go for it! Maybe even go for it in nz??
yea i was thinking NZ from feb till the begining of summer next year. going to a exhange program meeting to check it out. btw. she left.
my advice? i think you should do dts!!
jenny, feel like a miniroad trip to cali or edmonton to get me motivated for change?
YES!!! MINI ROAD TRIP?!?! I AM IN!!
(note the caps... i am very excited with this possible endeavor)
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